Oh it’s happening again… oh please not again… the same round of idiocy. Yeah I think it that way. Ok, let me be clearer, it’s about relationships. I have been with many-many guys; most of them think they were the only one; I don’t flirt casually… it has been serious every time; and never even once I was the one to break the relationship.
And I am fed up of acting innocent now, because I am not. It wasn’t the same person until few years back, but after being ditched by four guys in a year, I am a completely new person now. I am very much liberated, sexually, mentally, philosophically… ok, before you get it all wrong I am not a nymphomaniac and this blog is not about my raunchy expeditions…
So, I was telling you I am a very liberated person now and more confident than before, regarding how to handle a heartbreak, and ready to risk it all just to find that one person. It’s not about someone who loves me a lot, a prince charming on golden Pegasus (white-horse is too clichéd). It’s all about that one person who could say "I want you to love me, now and forever; and never stop it even if your heart stops beating" ahhh!!!
I feel may be people are afraid to love these days, or do I keep bumping into the wrong guys all the time? OR… may be I am wrong somewhere!! Don’t know why but whichever route I take, the result is always the same **sigh**.
Now something about my blog. No, I am not new to the blogging world, and hence desperate to spit it all here. I have a nice poetry blog in place, but this one is different. This is my private place, open to all. I can word my thoughts and life here and no one can question me why am I doing that and how can I live a life like this…
So, this blog will have stories, real (mostly), with some spice of fiction. The characters of my life won’t be identified by their names; but by their one prominent characteristic. I would call myself Ruhi. I prefer to call myself that because ‘Ruh’ means a soul and I relate to everything on ‘solular’ level!!
I belong to a completely traditional family, from a small town; of a state considered heart in this multi-color country- I call Vibgyor (for its beautiful diversities). Right now I am a part of buzzing crowd of a to-be metro, close to a BIG city known as the Industrial Capital of Vibgyor. I live my life on a daily basis, no long planning; because it’s from weekend-to-weekend my life changes course.
My childhood was happy, like a princess and in the late teenage I became a Cinderella. You will know more about me as my life unfolds :)
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